Hey. Today is Monday. 22 October 2012.

2012? Seriously? Woah. So today I write a first post in this blog, in 2012. Hahaha it's been a long time since my last post, last year 2011. Hahaha macam tak percaya. But that's the reality, since I am a PMR candidate this year so I was trying to stay away from this cute lappy and study. Study? Hmm were you study for real? Haha not so I think. I keep watching those Kpop stuff way more than studying. MUAHAHA. But now It's already November and the PMR IS OVER yeaaaaaaaaah /clap clap clap/

And InsyaAllah I'll try to manage this blog as more as I can. And I want to active in writing again. Hehe. So, talk about me. Nothing chaged I think. But that Duck is died already. LOL no It's a joke. Haha he's studying at a college which mean, he has his own job to do and now I am just his lil' sister. And I am FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE now. Yeah /clap clap/

But my status is still not single since I have two boyfriends now. Yeah sounds like a queenkas right? Haha no It's a joke guys. They are Lee Byunghun and Lee Minhyuk. Yeah they are my boyfriends. In your dream. Yea Fieka, in your dream. It's only just your dream. But I think it is worth to fall in love with those guys than a real one. I don't know why since when I hate all of the couple² stuff. Eww. 

Let me tell ya, I don't know since when I realized from my those habits like texting with boy, talking until late night, chatting, oh mannnnnn that's so nauseating. And I just realize that those kind of stuff are annoying, those stuff can waste of your money, your creds, your time, your future and everything! Yeah everything! So, after that, I just concentrate on my study and start to be serious in all my action. 

However, I am still a Kpop fan. Hehe. I know that'll waste of your time too, but it is better than flirting right. Come on buddies, we are still young! We have our future! So don't waste your time to your boyfriend. If you're smart, you will not being trapped to those sweet words of a guy. That's just my opinion.

Yes, It's great I'd realized all those consequence. And I am free now like I said above and I promise to study hard first then get a good job and then it's the time to think about a boyfriend and then get maried! Whooo-yeah. Great. I'm proud of you Fieka (Y)

Wishing

I wish you were here

Holding me in your arms
Keeping me so very safe
And out of harm

I wish you were here
So I could look into your eyes
Tell you that I love you
And make you believe that I tell no lies

I wish you were here
So we could make love all night
Make me so happy
Make the darkness turn to light

I wish you were here
So I wouldn’t miss you so much
I wish I could see you
So I wouldn’t long for your touch

And I wish you were here
If only you could know
Because I’m loving you forever
And I’m never letting go
Duck.

Yesterday

"Assalamualaikum. sayang. dah tido ?" "Em, kenapa ?" "Rindu" "Balik lah Kelantan" "Kan best kalau saya boleh terbang ke sana"

omgg. Your voice really calm me. And you are cute. And you really made me felt like wanna eat chuu. You called me at 1.45 am lastnight. At that time actually I was not sleep yet. But I lied to you. I said I was sleeping and I made the sleepy voice. hehe. Sorry I lied to you :3 I'm dreaming, if you have the wings and can flies over the rainbow like a Peter Pan oh its so wonderful and we can meet whenever you miss me. As you know, I miss you too Duck. Bye ^-^

I'm happy

Hai hai. Okay today I'm happy. Because my wish is fulfilled ! I will not forget today where my wish has become a reality. Oh God, thanks a lot to you. I am happy I am happy I am happy I am happy. I wish I can smile like this for tomorrow and forever. I love you Mum Dad. Daniel. Bye.

I'm yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn, to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/jason_mraz/im_yours.html ]
And do ya want to scooch on over closer dear,
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see ya clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
So please don't, please don't, please don't, there's
No need to complicate cause our time is short this
Oh this oh this oh this is our fate, I'm yours

I mad

Hai people. can you see that ? Daniel, how dare you called me like that. I hate chuu. you think you that tall to call me like that ? ugh. What can I do. I have to accept that I'm short. I hate that so much. Everyone at my age are quite tall than me. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short. I'm short.

I want you

"Everywhere I look, you are there; 

the whispers in the wind, the stars in a midnight sky; 

you are in every face I see. 

One phone call and I hear your laugh - 

I can feel your beautiful smile just for me. 

I know you are happy and that sets me free."

Missing You

As I lay here, thinking of you. All my thoughts, Gray and Blue. I wish I could see you, I wish I could. Then maybe my life could be understood. But, still I'm down and thinking of you. I miss you, I miss Ramadhan month when I said Hye to you. And you smiled. You asked me how's my school. I said everything's okay. And that were really akward since we not talk for many years. Then I was like very embarassed to talk with you. Oh God, I can't tell how cute your smile, your eyes, your lips. I know it was akward but I tried my best to start a conversation. I said to him 'Its been long time since childhood right ?' then you replied 'ahh forget it lah' aww you really made me felt like wanna bite you ! I still remember our childhood memories when you hold my hand. aww. Tears falling. But time move fast right ? And we already grow up now. Actually, I thought you already had someone, but you said not. I don't believe at first but then you asked for my number. Oh I'm flying. Then a few days later, you had to back to Kuala Lumpur. And I was like 'don't gooooo' but what can I do. But, lucky I still can contact you. You texted me 'Budak, nanti saya balik lagi. Don't worry' aww how can you fall for me while I'm short and ugly and chubby and asdfghjkl. Haha you really made my day Daniel. I will never forget you. saranghae ♥

When I First Met You

Since the first time I met you,

After us separated for many years since childhood :')

I couldn't seem to forget you.

And lately I seem to find,

That you're always on my mind.

I feel so happy around you,

And I thank God that I found you.

At first I thought of you as a really good friend,

But I realized that my feelings there didn't end.

I was so afraid to tell you,

Because I didnt know what you will do.

Then I heard that you felt the same way,

And those words were so easy to say.

Oh, when I see you smile,

It makes my life worth while.

And since the very start,

You have been in my heart.

When my lifes skies are dark and gray,

You chase all those storm clouds away.

I've never felt this way before,

And honestly that is for sure.

I'm so glad that we did meet,

For now my life is complete.

You're what they meant,

By heaven sent. Mohd Daniel Asyraf  

My Duck. quack quack :D

fever come againn yeah

okay harini hari selasa.
and saya tak pergi sekolahhh.
wee. shukenye shukenye. 
haha tapi tak best jugak sebab pening-pening gitew kepala ni.
tadi dah makan ubat selsema apa sume.
then duduk diam-diam dalam bilik.
dengar lagu koreaaaa :3
apa lah agaknya kat sekolah sedang berlaku ya. hihi ah tak kesah ah kenn.

eh here i wanna tell you guys, i don't know why suddenly keluar dekat youtube list Personal Taste MV. padahal aku tengah tengok cerita omputis at first. then aku pun click la Personal Taste MV tu. mesti yg minat kpop ni dah pernah tengok kan. aku pun tahu cerita ni keluar tapi tak lah interested sangat kot BUT now sumpah feeling ni rasa macam nak tengok and sumpah aku nak cari dvd cerita ni kat kedaii ! *drools*
and suddenly nangis pulak tengok MV cerita ni. hero cerita ni ialah Lee Minho *bapakkkkk shiot hansem gila kottt* and the heroin is Son Ye Jin *comel/pretty/flawless gila*  ee sumpah okay i'm addicted to this movie olrediiii. nak kumpul duit ah nak beli dvd ni. WHEEHE.

tengok ni weh ! 

okay. HIHI. drooooooooools T_T

tired. letih. but fun !

Assalamualaikum. Letih siaaa harini. Tadi pergi shopping a lotsof stuff with my pwetty mama. And went to the kedai emas to buy a ring for my brother's engagement and we all was like *pening nak pilih* Memang rambang mata gila sebab semua jewels kat sana cantik oh. And lastly my mum pilih yang have a lotsof berlian and I kinda jealous. hahah. *alah nanti aku kawin seksok dapat jugak kan* Then we go for some tudung's shop but just tengok-tengok jee. And balik rumah je terus tidur and do nothing !! okay so what about my homeworks ? YEAH sikit pun tak sentuh and I now I was likeee -..-' *so lazy you know* but I don't know why I feel so happy today. hahah. Maybe because I got a cute shot. LOL. yeah sometimes we have to feel cute right ?

*hihi. keret kan*

Okay guys. I'm done here. Now dah pukul 7.15 and lagi 15 minit nak berbuka !!1 yeah finally. So bye and Selamat Berbuka Puasa semua :)

lazy fiekaaa

*my face gonna be like thiss*

Assalamualaikum. Hye peeps. Okay sekarang dah pukul 12.32am ~ entah ah rasa macam fresh je malam ni and tak mengantuk lansung *big smile*  and what I'm gonna write is..WHY I AM SO LAZY ? okay hari ni hari Jumaat and I did nothing today !1!! and I don't know why sedangkan I have shoo many homeworks to finish ! ughh *hantuk kepala kat meja* I have to finish Folio for Geografi subject , Pendidikan Islam stuff , and Science for Peka. Ya Allah what I did today ! bangun tido dahlah lewat dalam pukul 11 maybe *cough* then watching tv like a boss for 146682743 hours. Then in the evening I went out with girlfriend and did some stupid stuff like laughing badly at the garden. Haha ;D and now you know what , I feel so menyesal like hell ! Seriously. And tomorrow I have to go out with my mum wanna do some shopping stuff and maybe balik lewat. Dan agaknya bila aku boleh siapkan homework semua ni ? *nak bunuh diri* Haha joking. Doakan Fieka biar sempat siapkan semua tu ek guys ;) Okay stop here. Bye.

homeworks sucks !

Assalamualaikum. Hyee guys. Okay sekarang dah pukul 10 and I'm still sitting on the bed doing stupid stuff like tweeting facebooking youtubing ! ughh. *ketuk-ketuk kepala* actually I have to do correction for Sejarah exam paper but guys , I dah cari merata tempat and can't find it. Seriously nak marah gila. *brb* *crying*  ahh itsokey. Keep cool and be crazy. Tomorrow must be an awesome day. Nanti kena denda. Maybe. hee ~ okay ah I got to go now ;) ciao

Guys. Finally ! yeah ;)

Assalamualaikum. Hyeee. Hoi. Huu. Hahha. Okay guys here I wanna tell you  I'm shoo happy tat I'm done create this blog ! Ohgadd thanks alot ;) Okay sekarang saya buntu. Don't know what to say. Almaklumlah ni first time. ecece. Outdated betol kan saya ? Okay okay I need to stop here. Meet you guys later maybe ;D byee.

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